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domino43So I had this very, VERY strange dream last night/this morning.
Why do I always have the really weird dreams?
I guess I had this ex that lived right next door to me. Which was actually kind of convienient, on one hand, because, apparently we had a very small baby girl together. Like she was only a couple months old. From what I pieced together, it seemed like we had dated for a little while and then had broken up. I had the baby after the break-up. I guess he had been a great guy, even when we broke up, but suddenly since the baby, he had been very violent and mean toward me. We had gotten into a couple knock-down-drag-out fights in the last month or so. I even had a big bruise on my arm from him.
At this point, he had the baby with him. I wanted to talk to his mom about something. She happened to be in his back yard with a bunch of people so I crept back there, hoping he wasn't there. He wasn't. He had taken the baby out for a while. So his mom and I went off by ourselves and talked about whatever we had to talk about. His friends, most of which were very mean to me because he was lately, started badmouthing me. I started yelling back at them. Then I said something along the lines of, "That's why we have to go to court in a few days! Because of this!" And I showed them the bruise. Then I went storming off to where I lived.
When I got home, I was still in the kitchen, where the backdoor entered the house, when the ex's friends came into my backyard and started talking bad about me really loud. ijust ignored them. Then the phone rang. I could hear a woman's voice on the other end. But with the ex's friends yelling in the back yard I couldn't hear anything. So I leaned toward the window and started yelling at them to shut up. Finally, one of ex's friends that was still nice to me came over and made them be quiet.
When I went back to the phone I said I was sorry and asked who it was again. She said, "This is Mirabella." As inmirabella6666. I guess she figured I'd recognize that name. Which is weird since we've never spoken on the phone. But in my dream I guess we had because she pretty much knew what was going on. So we started to talk about what had happened in the last couple days and how I felt about going to court with ex in a few days. And just stuff that was bothering me while I was walking around the house. (I guess when I had the baby I moved in with ex's mom. He lived with some guys or something next door.) I was crying by now.
Ex's nice friend came into the house and started appologizing to me about the others. Then he started hugging me and stuff. And then he started kissing me. I felt all bad and just wanted some comfort and he was there, willing. I swear I felt like I had said goodbye tomirabella6666. I put the phone down and me and this guy sort of started making out.
Next thing I know it jumped to a few minutes later and he was gone. I looked over next to me on the bed (I must have been in my room) and saw the phone. So I picked it up to take it back downstairs. Then i noticed it was still on. I put it to my ear and started profusely apologizing for putting the phone down and forgetting. "Oh my God! I swear I said goodbye and hung up! I'm SOO sorry!!"
She told me, "That's okay." She understood that I was upset. I told her what had happened and we finished our conversation. Then she said bye. And, this is kind of strange, as I was saying bye, I started opening my eyes and I was actually mouthing 'Bye'.
At this point, he had the baby with him. I wanted to talk to his mom about something. She happened to be in his back yard with a bunch of people so I crept back there, hoping he wasn't there. He wasn't. He had taken the baby out for a while. So his mom and I went off by ourselves and talked about whatever we had to talk about. His friends, most of which were very mean to me because he was lately, started badmouthing me. I started yelling back at them. Then I said something along the lines of, "That's why we have to go to court in a few days! Because of this!" And I showed them the bruise. Then I went storming off to where I lived.
When I got home, I was still in the kitchen, where the backdoor entered the house, when the ex's friends came into my backyard and started talking bad about me really loud. ijust ignored them. Then the phone rang. I could hear a woman's voice on the other end. But with the ex's friends yelling in the back yard I couldn't hear anything. So I leaned toward the window and started yelling at them to shut up. Finally, one of ex's friends that was still nice to me came over and made them be quiet.
When I went back to the phone I said I was sorry and asked who it was again. She said, "This is Mirabella." As in
mirabella6666. I guess she figured I'd recognize that name. Which is weird since we've never spoken on the phone. But in my dream I guess we had because she pretty much knew what was going on. So we started to talk about what had happened in the last couple days and how I felt about going to court with ex in a few days. And just stuff that was bothering me while I was walking around the house. (I guess when I had the baby I moved in with ex's mom. He lived with some guys or something next door.) I was crying by now.Ex's nice friend came into the house and started appologizing to me about the others. Then he started hugging me and stuff. And then he started kissing me. I felt all bad and just wanted some comfort and he was there, willing. I swear I felt like I had said goodbye to
mirabella6666. I put the phone down and me and this guy sort of started making out.Next thing I know it jumped to a few minutes later and he was gone. I looked over next to me on the bed (I must have been in my room) and saw the phone. So I picked it up to take it back downstairs. Then i noticed it was still on. I put it to my ear and started profusely apologizing for putting the phone down and forgetting. "Oh my God! I swear I said goodbye and hung up! I'm SOO sorry!!"
She told me, "That's okay." She understood that I was upset. I told her what had happened and we finished our conversation. Then she said bye. And, this is kind of strange, as I was saying bye, I started opening my eyes and I was actually mouthing 'Bye'.
Why do I always have the really weird dreams?
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Date: 2006-08-15 01:32 am (UTC)*giggles evilly*
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Date: 2006-08-17 03:11 pm (UTC)I'm still so confused about that dream...