"Bueller?...Bueller?...Bueller?..."

[domino43]

Sorry I haven't been back online. The internet has been back on since August 12th, but no one will help me finish clearing out my room so I can get my computer set up. They outright refuse.

Everything else is crap. I keep getting yelled at for things that I say. Completely innocent comments. And I actually got told I'm not allowed to go anywhere or do anything. Yes, at almost 28, I get told I have to stay here all the time just because I have no money (not totally my fault) and no car (again, not my fault). I'm stuck here with kids 24/7 and am not allowed a break. One of these days I'm going to take off without saying anything so people have to deal with their own kids and will realize how much I actually do. Maybe I'll get the appreciation I deserve if I leave for a week or two. Yeah, and I got told that I do nothing. Exactly. Oh, and I better make sure Corie doesn't find out about this entry. I also got told I couldn't talk about things that happen here to other people.

Anyway, I swiped dad's comp and internet to check my email, but it won't let me log in. And when I try to reset the password it says I can't reset my password online... O.o Huh?

I should get going and try to check my email again. Besides, dad is going to want his computer back any minute I'm sure. Hopefully I can get some help soon (HA! Fat chance)and can get the comp set up.

Comments

[dragonxheart.livejournal.com]

Oh gees! That's horrible. :(

I hope things turn around for you soon. ***HUGS***

[gutentag1.livejournal.com]

Where there's a will, there's a way... it's your life and you decide what you do or don't do. ;D I'm not sure why you are giving them so much power over you, especially since you are 28 years old, but you can also take that power back.

[domino43.livejournal.com]

It's not that I give them power over me. I have no money and really no way to get/make any, therefore I can't do anything that requires money. And since Dad's transmission just went out and he has no car I would need brother to take me where I wanted/needed to go. Since she won't let him go anywhere (besides work) without her, that's kind of out of the question as well.

Dad plans on taking off for a week or two in the spring and pretty much offered to take me along, so if that pans out, I'll do that.